Ohh Boi!

I could have possible made a major slip up today. So I'm having trouble with my current girlfriend, and I don't think that I like her any more. So I was talking to this other girl that I do like and I was talking about how I'm having troubles and I think that she took my off as being rude or mean. I felt I was just being honest.

Honestly, I don't care. I'm having an issue, is it better to be bold and perhaps rude by being decisive about an issue or should I try to let nature take its course and play things by ear. I'm thinking the first but it would require a major shift in my personality. And speaking of personality, I am falling apart, I was do when school gets out. What ever will I do when I graduate? Perhaps I am a hopeless dork, or I will be forced to be a lifelong learner.

I want to be a Network Engineer.
I want to be a Neuroscientist.
I want to be a psychology major.
I want to be a physics major.
I want to be an astronaut.
I want to go to outer space.
I want to allow our planet to connect with other planets, galaxies, or universes.
I want to design the rocket ship to do so.
I want to create a tunnel to allow us to traverse the everything.
I want to allow a machine to communicate directly with our mind, without the need for auxiliary input devices.
I want machines to make humans better at becoming better humans.
I want to do everything in my one lifetime.

Why do I get hung up on the littlest things, how will accomplish all of this, will I accomplish this?

Ohh boi! I hope I don't die in some freako accident and have my life cut short. I want to do all of this, and I can. I need financial and educational resources.

ohh yeah, I want to be an excellent snowboarder.